it became redundant

ok so ur wondering, what became redundant?

my answer to that will be one word

church

i guess it was boring all along,  or maybe not so,

no i dun think it was boring all along

there used to be something interesting every week to look forward to

now i'm just going cz my parents kinda like make me to

u guys go ahead and take ur bibles out to tell me off

whateva, u dun make a difference

i used to think ppl who stop coming are silly

now i see it from their point of view

1st thing's 1st, it became redundant

u meet the same ppl who u dun even know about

there's not much conversation cz u find urself odd out of the grp, be it age group or just common interest

2nd, u find the longer as time goes by, the weirder it became

umm, u just sit thr every week and exchange superficial conversation, and thats all to that

i might as well stay in college with ppl that actually talk and care and do crazy shit together

3rd, ur parents dun let u get too involve, so u kinda lack in the social part

cz dumbass parents give u the look if u dun spend sunday afternoons studying (kiss my ass lah)

then when ur hanging on a line, partially left out, partially in, 

things start getting weird

4th, u sit in church

an there's all this ppl you know by name and u even know their tiny habits, but they dun noe u

so u'll catch them, occasionally putting effort in catching up, asking the 3 big questions

1) Where are you studying? =_=

2) What do u 12 do next? =_=

3) Why i dun see u around ? =_=

puh lease,

gif it a break

the amazing thing is, i have answers to all 3 of the questions if I was to ask THEM, but they can't seem to answer for me3

someone, used to tell me, he stopped going cz ppl there are constantly bugging him, giving him the 

"ur so unspiritual look" when he showed up after MIA for a long time

until he was fed up, 

and totally stopped going

so that's what i'm doing now, i think if i ever go to Aussie next yr, chances of me showing up in a church is nil